Bad day my ass!

Yesterday was one of the worse day I have had in a really long time. I woke up in a lot of pain. Every part of my body hurt. My fingers,arms, shoulders,neck,head,back I think you get what I mean. My mind felt like fog, every thought took forever to form in my mind. Everything I did took so long. Simple things on TV made me cry. I did not feel like myself to say the least. For some reason, something stupid John and I got into a fight and I just left the house. I got in the car I had no where I need or wanted to go. I didn't even feel up to driving. The car was a little low on gas, I didn't even have a dollar in my purse so first I had to go to the ATM and then to get gas. There where two Mexican men there getting gas too one of them kept pointing and laughing at me. I almost started crying while I was pumping gas. I have nothing bad to say about people talking in their native toung but if you are going to make fun of me on the worse day of my life at least say it so that I know what you are saying, if I have to try to figure it out I am sure what I come up with is going to be way worse.  I come straight come after that. This whole time I keep thinking he is going to call wondering where I went. This is the first time in ten years that I have just got up and left.  He never called. When I got home he didn't yell for me so I went looking for him. He was up-stairs on the computer. He just looked at he and said "H" and asked me and then asked me if I need anything. I said no and then started crying so hard that I was soon on the ground crying so hard that I could hardly breath. He tells me to go lay down, settle down, catch my breath and  clear my mind, 20 or so minutes later he is acting like nothing happened. So that's that the day moves on. No talking about it no more crying for me. I go to bed early. Thank God when I woke up today I was feeling better. I am on anti-depressant for pain management  so you tell my why do I now feel somewhat depressed., and have more down days. I guess it's like the wise old question" Mr. Owl. How many licks does it take to get to the Tootsie roll center of a Tootsie role center of a Tootsie roll lollie pop?'